what i felt ryte now..??

hey guys,
its been a while im not writing...
its bcoz i've my new diary...
hahaha...
soryy....

i juz wanna tell u wat i felt ryte now....
actually, i dunnoe wat i felt...
but obviously i've been thinking a lot bout akma....
i dunnoe why...

hmmm....
firstly, im happy 2 see ISHA happy with her life now..
even its still hurts me 2 see her with sum1 else...
but i noe, her new bf will treat her well...
and i noe she can tke cre of herself well..

and AKMA, she drive me crazy...
everytime i look at her,
i saw myself...
her attitude are juz as same as mine....
our story, our interest, and our mind are mostly d same...
heee..
dats make me fall into her....

BUT, i dunnoe wether she's d one...
im afraid dat LOVE will make me be like my past time...
its hurts...
and im afraid dat i'll hurts her feeling as well...
hmmm...
i noe i shouldn't fall inlove again...
but, she makes me fall again...
i didn't realise it..
wat i felt ryte now is obviously LOVE..

i noe i shouldn't take d risk...
mybe im fated not 2 be inlove or get married like other people dreamed....
hmmmm..
i guess this is wat im gonna be..
SINGLE till death...
hahaha..